<p><a href="https://www.patreon.com/beccabellamy/posts?tag=making%20dominant%20wife">Click here</a> to read the previous parts of the story.</p><p><img data-media-id="44328166" src="/31/02/3102563e4639f840c5fabc279401de07e886e55dd9f590589428183860ae44b4.jpg"></p><p>I’m fairly certain I wouldn’t have found my way to the kind of dominance I practice without the internet. I think I would have remained unaware of the kinky options available to me. In that way, I’m deeply thankful for the many fetishists that share their kinks online. It’s made my sex life (and my marriage) so much better.</p><p>My first experience with a strapon was directly inspired by something I saw online. This was probably eight or nine years ago. I came across a Tumblr blog run by a dominant girl that loved fucking her man with a strapon.</p><p>It was a revelation. First, I found her strapon selfies to be insanely sexy. She had this really nice-looking harness and a normal-sized, smooth black strapon with a delicious little curve and she’d take pictures of herself wearing it with quick little captions about how she was going to fuck her man as soon as he got home from work.</p><p>Fuck, those were so hot. I remember feeling this wild sense of desire as I browsed the blog. I can actually still remember masturbating to them the first time and having a remarkably speedy orgasm. It was just so sexy.</p><p>I especially liked the selfies of her lying in bed. She’d take the shot from her point of view looking down her body. Usually she was in something like a tee shirt or tank top and then she’d have this beautiful strapon protruding from her pelvis.</p><p>What really thrilled me was imagining being in her position. It felt so powerful. I imagined myself in my bed wearing a strapon and waiting for my boyfriend to come home. I imagined him being eager to get fucked. It was the role reversal and the sense that he was happy to be on the receiving end of my cock instead of the other way around.</p><p>I knew I had to get a strapon and fuck a guy the moment I had that first orgasm to her blog. There was no question it was going to happen.</p><p>It won’t surprise you to know that I made it happen pretty quickly. I ended up going with a panty harness (they look so fucking sexy) and a seven inch, smooth red strapon. I don’t know why, but the red seemed really sexy to me. It had a slight upward curve to it, which I also found exceptionally appealing.</p><p>A girl with a strapon needs a guy to fuck, of course, and that guy was Josh. We were dating at the time and he was happily acting as my submissive partner. I’d go so far as to say that he was positively blissful about it, given how often he used to talk about how thankful he was that I dominated him and that I’d introduced him to the beauty of submission.</p><p>Josh was a sweet, sensitive guy and I’d taken to treating him to what I’d call sensual domination. He didn’t respond to the kind of humiliation that Tony had enjoyed. He liked to be a good boy for me. He liked the affection he received when he submitted to me.</p><p>Because of that, the first time I took him with my strapon began with Josh between my legs without a dildo in sight.</p><p>I was wearing a white tank top without a bra and a pair of blue cotton panties. It was a simple outfit, though I’d like to think I made it sexy. Either way, Josh was thrilled to be invited into my bed and between my legs.</p><p>“Kiss my thighs,” I said.</p><p>His lips were wonderfully soft as they pressed against my skin.</p><p>“Good boy,” I whispered.</p><p>He kissed me again. I knew he wanted to kiss my pussy. I also knew he’d wait until I gave him permission.</p><p>I smiled and ran my fingers through his soft brown hair. I let out a few quiet moans. I let him know he was making me feel good despite not letting him anywhere near what he really craved, which was the taste of my cunt.</p><p>After a few minutes of diligent thigh kissing, I lifted his head and looked at him. “Will you be a good boy for me?” I asked.</p><p>It was a question I’d frequently posed. Josh nodded, as he always did. “Of course,” he said.</p><p>“Good.”</p><p>I slid back and out of the bed. “Stay there,” I said as I headed towards the closet.</p><p>I quickly changed into the panty harness and slipped the red dildo through the opening. I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled. I got turned on, too. It was incredible. I saw myself with a cock and it thrilled me. Part of it was imagining what was coming next, too.</p><p>When I stepped out of the closet, Josh sat up in bed and looked between my legs. A smile was the first thing that crossed his face.</p><p>“Where do you think you should be?” I asked.</p><p>Josh hopped out of the bed and dropped to his knees. I stood with my hands on my hips and he crawled towards me. I can’t tell you how exciting I found it. I was already wet.</p><p>“Good boy,” I said as he came to a stop in front of me.</p><p>Josh sat back on his knees and looked up at me. By that point he must have had a good idea of what was coming and it seemed to excite him.</p><p>That was the moment I fell in love with strapon play. Everything that came afterwards was great too, of course, but it was when I looked down at my submissive boyfriend while wearing a strapon cock that I felt the rush of power that I craved.</p><p>There’s something utterly intoxicating about standing over a submissive while wearing a cock. Even though I wasn’t going to experience the kind of stimulation a man would enjoy during a blowjob I was still looking forward to it. For me it was all about feasting on Josh’s willingness to give me his mouth (and his ass, of course).</p><p>I felt the words on the tip of my tongue and they excited me. Even the thought of saying them was intensely arousing.</p><p>“Suck my cock,” I demanded.</p><p>Josh went to work immediately. It was so beautiful. He wrapped his lips around my red strapon and did his best to blow me. It was the first time he’d ever had anything resembling a cock in his mouth so he wasn’t an expert, but it was still so sexy to see him do exactly as he was told.</p><p>“Good boy,” I said.</p><p>Josh moaned with my cock in his mouth. I felt this incredible urge to fuck his face. It’s the same urge I’m sure many men feel when there’s a girl on her knees in front of them. I wanted to see my cock disappear into his mouth. I wanted to see him submit to taking it all.</p><p>Josh couldn’t handle that, of course, so I didn’t force it down his throat. At that point I had no interest in making his first strapon experience a miserable one. It was more about me experiencing the dominant pleasures of being the one with the cock.</p><p>Instead, I reached down and grabbed the back of his head. I didn’t fuck his face, but I did apply just a little bit of pressure. It felt like I was using his mouth. I was the one in control. The blowjob wasn’t his to give. It was mine to take.</p><p>I did make him gag a little. I couldn’t help it. I got carried away. It was the power I felt. I couldn’t contain myself, so I pushed my cock too far down his throat. He gagged and I pulled out.</p><p>Josh didn’t shy away, though. He took my cock back in his mouth. He sucked me voraciously. He was a lusty, eager submissive.</p><p>“Good boy,” I said as he went back to sucking my cock.</p><p>I was thoroughly soaked between the legs by the time I pulled Josh to his feet. Watching him suck my cock had been spectacularly sexy, but I was ready for more.</p><p>First I rewarded him with a kiss. His lips were wet with saliva from sucking and gagging on my cock, making it a messy kiss. I didn’t care, though. I felt passion for him. I felt lust for him. I wanted to kiss him.</p><p>“Take your clothes off,” I said as our lips parted.</p><p>Josh stripped and stood in front of me. I smiled as I took his rock hard cock in my hand and stroked him.</p><p>“Did it turn you on to suck my cock?” I asked.</p><p>“Yes,” he answered.</p><p>He closed his eyes as I worked the head of his cock with my fingers. It was slippery with precum and it was thrilling to play with him.</p><p>I leaned forward, kissed his neck, and whispered, “You liked being a cocksucker for me, didn’t you?”</p><p>He groaned. “I loved it.”</p><p>I kissed him again. This time I invaded his mouth with my tongue just like I’d invaded it with my cock. Josh sucked on it like a good boy.</p><p>“Get in the bed. On your hands and knees,” I demanded.</p><p>I let his cock go and Josh moved to the bed. He got on his hands and knees. I approached and pulled out a bottle of lube I’d purchased the day before.</p><p>I moved behind him in the bed. I ran my fingernails down his back and over both his ass cheeks.</p><p>“I’m going to fuck you, Josh,” I said.</p><p>He turned and looked back at me. He looked at the lube in my hand and the cock between my legs. He didn’t say anything. He shouldn’t have said anything. In that moment, it wasn’t his place to say anything. It was his place to get fucked.</p><p>I prepped his ass and my cock, ensuring both were properly lubed. Pain was not my goal. I wasn’t trying to make him cum, but I didn’t want Josh to be in agony as he submitted to my cock.</p><p>“You look good on your hands and knees, Josh,” I said.</p><p>“Thank you,” he replied.</p><p>I laughed and smacked his ass. He yelped as the pain of the sudden strike shot through his body. My panties were soaked.</p><p>I rubbed the head of my cock over Josh’s asshole. It was so beautiful to see him push back against it. He wanted me inside of him. He wanted me to fuck him.</p><p>“Do you want my cock, Josh?” I asked.</p><p>“Yes, please, fuck me,” he said.</p><p>His words were pure pleasure for my ears. They were exactly what I wanted to hear. They filled me with desire.</p><p>I pressed the head of my cock against his asshole. I saw him open up. It was beautiful. So beautiful. I slipped inside him. He groaned.</p><p>I rubbed my hands over his lower back as I slowly slid inside him. “It’s okay. Just let it happen,” I said.</p><p>He groaned, but this time there was a sense of pleasure mixed in. I think Josh was enjoying the role reversal too.</p><p>“Let me take you,” I said softly. “Let me fill you. Let me fuck you.”</p><p>When I looked down again the full length of my cock was in Josh’s ass.</p><p>“It’s beautiful, baby,” I said. “I’m all the way inside you. You’re full of my cock. You’re being such a good boy for me.”</p><p>Josh pushed back against me. There was no more cock to give, but he wanted to show his submission. He wanted to show how much he loved being fucked.</p><p>I reached down and grabbed his cock. He was dripping precum. I stroked him as I slowly pulled out.</p><p>“Does it feel good?” I asked. “Does my cock feel good in your ass?”</p><p>“Yes. Fuck yes,” Josh said.</p><p>I wasn’t sure if he was telling the truth. I imagine it hurt a little, honestly. I do believe that Josh was feeling the high of submission, though. I believe that felt great.</p><p>“Please, fuck me,” he begged.</p><p>Those were the magic words. I had to give him what he wanted after that. I grabbed his hips and I fucked him slowly. In and out my cock went. I looked down and watched it disappear into his asshole. I watched it fill him. I watched his tight little anus cling to my cock as it pulled out.</p><p>In those moments I completely understood one of the reasons guys like fucking a girl doggystyle. It’s really hot to watch your cock slide in and out of a willing hole.</p><p>I got off on the dominance of it, too. Josh was on his hands and knees and offering himself to me. He was looking ahead and down at the bed while I fucked him from behind. I could have slapped his ass. I could have pulled his hair. I could have savagely fucked him and made him scream in pain and he would have taken it.</p><p>I felt powerful in a way that made me sopping wet. I felt like I owned the sweet submissive on his hands and knees in front of me. He was mine.</p><p>The longer we went, the harder I fucked him. As his ass got used to my insistent thrusts, I pushed into him with more force. He groaned louder, but he didn’t stop taking it for me.</p><p>Then I pulled out. “On your back,” I said.</p><p>Josh flipped onto his back almost immediately. He had this sweet, submissive look in his eyes. It made me smile. It filled me with a sense of warmth. It made it clear that I wasn’t just fucking him for my pleasure. I was making him feel good as he sank into subspace.</p><p>I crawled on top of him and we kissed. He sucked on my tongue. I caressed his face and ran my fingers through his hair. It felt romantic and beautiful.</p><p>I reached between my legs and directed my cock to his asshole. I pushed inside him and watched the look that came across his face. He closed his eyes and winced at the pain of being anally penetrated. Then he relaxed as the pain receded and I filled him.</p><p>We kissed as I slowly fucked him. We were making love. It was quite a bit different than usual, of courses, since I was the one sliding in and out of him.</p><p>I felt his cock against my stomach. With every thrust it rubbed against me. I heard him moaning. It was stimulating him. I fucked him faster and looked into his eyes.</p><p>“Are you going to cum?” I asked.</p><p>He nodded.</p><p>“Are you going to cum with my cock in your ass?” I asked.</p><p>He nodded again.</p><p>I fucked him faster and harder. We weren’t making love anymore. I was pounding my submissive boyfriend’s ass and trying to bring him to climax.</p><p>I wanted him to cum with my cock in his ass. I knew it was the stimulation of his cock rubbing against me that was going to get him off, but I wanted to associate that pleasure with my strapon. I wanted him to cum while getting fucked.</p><p>“Cum for me,” I said. “Cum like a good boy with my cock in your ass.”</p><p>Josh groaned and did as he was told. I felt his cum spray against my stomach and my tank top. I felt it make a beautiful, hot, sticky messy between our bodies.</p><p>“Good boy,” I said as I pushed my cock inside him and held it there.</p><p>We kissed as he basked in the bliss of his orgasm. Our tongues mingled as I felt his heart pounding in his chest.</p><p>“Thank you,” he said.</p><p>“You’re not quite done yet,” I said.</p><p>I pulled out and quickly pulled down the harness panties. I straddled Josh’s head and sat on his face. He licked me like a good boy and gave me a beautiful orgasm.</p><p>Next time I’ll tell you about the first time I dominated a guy with another girl.</p>